Showing posts with label God found me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God found me. Show all posts

Navigating the Storm: A Dream Reflection on Emotional Struggles and Spiritual Strength

 Navigating the Storm: A Dream Reflection on Emotional Struggles and Spiritual Strength

Last night, I had a dream that hit close to home, reflecting so much of what’s been going on in my life right now. In the dream, I was changing jobs, seeking something closer to home in Clay County. In real life, that’s exactly what I’m going through—trying to shift things to create more balance and peace in my daily life. But the dream unfolded into something much deeper, revealing layers of emotion, past experiences, and spiritual battles.

The setting took me to a Chick-fil-A, where I encountered someone from my past—someone I didn’t like due to her overly friendly behavior toward my husband. In the dream, she appeared as her young self, reminding me of old feelings and unresolved emotions. This moment reflected how sometimes, old wounds and past insecurities can resurface when we least expect them.

Things took a strange turn when I found a food truck that was supposed to be a Chick-fil-A. This unconventional version of the restaurant symbolized something that appeared stable and familiar but was actually temporary or unstable. It felt like an illusion, something that didn’t align with what I thought it should be. I accidentally cracked open a cabinet and found myself tangled in a situation I wasn’t expecting. This was a sign of hidden things being revealed—broken parts of my life I may have ignored for too long.

Then came the hospital scene. My friend brought me medicine, but something was wrong. Two of the medicines were correct, but four were not. It reminded me of how sometimes, the things we receive or the advice we’re given aren’t what we need. It left me feeling confused, like things weren’t aligning the way they should be. The chaos continued when I had to lock people out of my space—symbolizing how I’ve been feeling emotionally invaded lately, with pressures coming from all sides.

The dream then took me to a waterspout over the land. It came out of the St. John’s River, and I could feel it pulling me up. But instead of succumbing to it, I fought with all my might, swinging and telling it to let me go. It was a powerful symbol of my spiritual strength—fighting back against forces trying to lift me out of my peace. In real life, I’ve been going through a tough time, emotionally drained after a disagreement with my husband, and this stormy experience in the dream mirrored that battle. But the victory in the dream was clear: despite being lifted up by the storm, I fought back until it released me, and the waterspout went away.

This dream made me realize that even when I feel exhausted and drained, especially after emotional storms, I have the power to stand firm and fight through it. The dream was a reminder that I’m not alone in these battles. I have divine strength to resist anything that tries to pull me off track. It also showed me that peace, though sometimes hard to find, is always within my grasp. I just need to keep pushing forward, trusting that the storm will pass.

If you’re going through your own emotional storm or struggle, remember: you have the strength to fight back, even when everything feels overwhelming. You are more powerful than you realize. 💛

A Warning in the Darkness: My Dream and Its Meaning

 I had a dream that left me feeling uneasy and confused. In the dream, I was in a dark field with a large shed, dimly lit by an overhead light pole. A dog that looked like my old Jack Jack was running around, and a man who resembled my husband — though I knew he wasn't — claimed the dog was dangerous and threw it a fish. The dog ate the fish, and the man turned to me and said the fish would kill the dog from the inside out. As I watched the dog run behind the shed and start thrashing, I knew he was dying, and the man's words were true. Suddenly, another dog that looked just like Jack Jack appeared, chasing after the dying dog, and then I woke up.

When I woke up from this dream, I felt an overwhelming sense of confusion and sadness. The sight of The dog thrashing and dying filled me with grief, and seeing the man who looked like my husband — but knowing he wasn't — added a layer of fear and uncertainty. It felt as though I was being shown something important but veiled in shadows.

After reflecting, I realized this dream wasn’t about Jack Jack at all. It felt like a warning — a message about deception or hidden dangers, where something or someone might appear trustworthy but isn’t what it seems. The false husband figure and the poisoned fish stand out the most. They suggest that someone (or something) may be pretending to be trustworthy while actually causing harm in a hidden way. The fact that the second dog appeared right after the first one died also suggests a cycle — something that looks like it’s over but comes back in another form.

Since I feel this is a warning, I’m choosing to trust my instincts and be extra discerning right now. I’m leaning on my faith and praying for God to reveal any deception or hidden dangers and to expose anything that’s not meant to be in my life. If something feels off, I’m choosing to listen to that discernment.

I share this because maybe someone else needs this reminder: Trust your instincts, pray for clarity, and never ignore that quiet voice inside.

#FaithJourney #DreamInterpretation #TrustYourInstincts #SpiritualAwakening

Spiritual Alert: Guarding Your Home and Heart

 Spiritual Alert: Guarding Your Home and Heart

I had a powerful dream that felt like a warning to stay vigilant. In the dream, my family and I were in our home, and we had added a safe room—a protected space—where we could fortify ourselves from external threats. Edwin had bought an alternator for Miranda's car, and after some small confusion over the part, he put it in the safe room, ready to fix the car the next day.

As I was closing the curtains and locking up for the night, I noticed two large, old cars coming down the driveway. I immediately felt the threat and knew they wanted to break in. Despite my firm "no" to their attempts, one of the cars came back and crashed into a tree near our home with such force that it cracked. I screamed for my family and the dogs to get out of the house as we all ran into the safe room.

Though the tree leaned against the house, it didn’t fall. The attackers eventually left. At some point, I vaguely remember firing shots—though I’m unsure when it happened.

The dream left me with a deep sense of warning that someone (or something) will try to break in twice, using extreme force. But it also reminded me that my foundation is strong. I am on the right track, closing off any cracks where the enemy could gain entry, whether physically, emotionally, or spiritually.

Takeaway: If you’ve been working to guard your home, family, and heart, keep doing it. Strengthen your spiritual defenses, pray, and stay vigilant. The enemy may try to break in, but they will fail. Your foundation will hold strong.

Stay alert, stay protected, and trust that you're prepared. 💪🙏✨

Spiritual Practices for Managing Emotional and Spiritual Overload

Spiritual Practices for Managing Emotional and Spiritual Overload

Life often brings us moments of deep emotional strain, especially when we’re navigating challenges for ourselves and our loved ones. If you're feeling emotionally overloaded or spiritually drained, here are some spiritually focused practices to help you find peace, strength, and protection during such times:


1. Prayer for Protection and Peace
When you pray, consider adding specific prayers for protection over your home, family, and yourself.
Example Prayer:
Heavenly Father, I ask for Your divine shield over my family, my home, and myself. Surround us with Your peace, and let Your presence fill every corner of our lives. Seal every vulnerability with Your strength and light, and remove any source of harm or negativity. Refresh my spirit and grant me rest as I trust in Your care. Amen.


2. Spiritual Cleansing of Your Home
Take intentional steps to spiritually cleanse your space, just like you would care for your emotional well-being.

  • Use anointing oil or water to bless your doors, windows, and rooms, speaking words of protection.

  • Burn incense or sage to clear out negative energy and invite divine peace.

  • Focus on areas where you may feel vulnerable, asking God to seal them with His protection.


3. Visualization of a Protective Shield
In quiet moments, envision a protective shield of divine light surrounding you and your loved ones.

  • Picture this light as strong and impenetrable, bringing peace and safety.

  • Use breathing exercises to absorb that light and release stress or negativity with every exhale.


4. Psalm 91 for Assurance
Psalm 91 is a powerful scripture for protection.
Meditate on these words: “He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings, you will find refuge” (Psalm 91:4).


5. Spiritual Rest and Renewal
Take time to simply be in God's presence:

  • Play calming worship music or sit in silence, asking God to renew your heart with His peace.

  • Reflect on Matthew 11:28: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”


6. Gratitude and Release Ritual
Write down your worries and release them to God:

  • "Lord, thank You for protecting my family. I surrender my anxieties over their safety into Your hands."

  • Symbolically surrender these burdens by burning or burying the paper, trusting God with them.


In moments of emotional or spiritual overload, turning to God for comfort and peace can restore your strength. Be kind to yourself, trust in His protection, and let His peace surround you.


Deepening Your Spiritual Peace and Protection

 Deepening Your Spiritual Peace and Protection

In our daily lives, peace and protection are gifts we often seek and pray for. If you're looking to deepen your sense of peace and strengthen the spiritual protection around your home and loved ones, here are some meaningful practices you can incorporate into your daily routine:

1. Morning and Evening Blessings

Start and end each day with gratitude and a prayer of protection.
Example:
"Lord, I thank You for Your constant presence. Please continue to guard my home, my land, my family, and all that I cherish. Surround us with Your peace and let no disruption take away the tranquility You have gifted us. Amen."

2. Anointing Your Home and Land

Bless the corners of your home or property with olive oil or holy water, while saying a prayer of protection and peace.
Example:
"I dedicate this home and land to You, Lord. May Your light and protection guard every corner, and may Your peace dwell here always."

3. Create a Peace Altar

Designate a special space in your home with symbols of peace, such as a cross, a candle, or a prayer. Visit this space often to reflect and pray.
Example Scripture: "The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you." (Numbers 6:24-26)

4. Visualize Divine Light

During prayer or meditation, envision a bright light surrounding you, your home, and your loved ones—creating an impenetrable shield of peace.

5. Recite Scriptures for Peace and Protection

Scriptures can be a powerful tool for grounding your spirit. Recite these verses to invite peace and protection into your life:

  • "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want." (Psalm 23:1)

  • "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you." (John 14:27)

6. Walk Your Land in Prayer

Take time to walk through your land, speaking blessings over your home, animals, and everything you care for. Let your prayers fill the space with peace.

7. Journaling and Reflection

Keep a journal of your prayers, dreams, and any signs you receive. Reflect on how your connection with God grows and how He answers your prayers for peace and protection.


Let these practices become a beautiful part of your spiritual journey, bringing peace to your heart and safeguarding your home and loved ones. 🌿💫      

Dream Interpretation: A Frantic Chicken

 

Dream Interpretation: A Frantic Chicken

Dreams can offer us meaningful insights into our emotions and life situations. Here's a reflection on a recent dream I had:

In the dream, I found myself holding a frantic, scared chicken. It seemed fragile and afraid, but as I tried to comfort it, the chicken let me hold it, even though it was in a fearful state. We were in a strange house, one that felt like mine, but unfamiliar in some ways. The chicken didn’t flap or struggle. It seemed to calm down in my arms, accepting my efforts to protect and soothe it.

What could this mean?

  • The Chicken: Chickens in dreams can symbolize vulnerability, care, or something that requires protection. In this case, the frantic chicken could represent a part of myself, a loved one, or a situation that feels fragile and in need of nurturing.

  • Protecting and Comforting: My attempts to hold and comfort the chicken reflect my desire to care for something vulnerable or navigate a difficult situation. It's a reminder of my natural inclination to protect those around me, offering support in times of fear or uncertainty.

  • The Strange House: Houses in dreams often symbolize the self or current life circumstances. The house being both familiar and strange might indicate feelings of uncertainty or navigating unfamiliar emotional territory in my life.

  • The Chicken Calming Down: Despite its initial fear, the chicken eventually allowed me to comfort it, suggesting that my efforts to nurture and create stability are effective, even in challenging or unfamiliar situations.

Given my connection to animals and nature, the chicken might also reflect my current role as a caretaker, especially for my chicks and other animals. This dream reminds me of the importance of my nurturing role and reassures me that my efforts are meaningful, even in moments of uncertainty.

Have you ever had a dream like this? What do you think it might symbolize for you?

a loving and heartfelt quote


 "In the heart of our woodland home, surrounded by the laughter of my husband and children, the wagging tails of our six dogs, and the gentle clucks of our eight chickens, I find the purest love. Together, we are a symphony of joy, a family bound by devotion, and a love that grows with every moment we share."

Dream Summary


Dream Summary

In this vivid dream, you found eight dead white chickens arranged in a half-circle on someone else’s porch, with three or four live chickens walking nearby. You felt unsettled by the scene and called your son, David, for support. While trying to understand what was happening, you noticed a mysterious man inside the house, visible only through cracks in the door or window. The sight of the man filled both you and David with fear, prompting you to run away.

Key Symbolic Interpretations:

  1. External Conflict or Concern:

    • Since the porch didn’t belong to you, this dream may reflect external challenges or situations affecting you indirectly. It suggests you may be noticing or feeling disturbed by events that don’t directly involve you, but still impact you emotionally or mentally.

  2. Empathy and Responsibility:

    • Calling your son David reflects a deep instinct to help and protect others, even when the issues don’t directly concern you. This could indicate that you feel a strong sense of empathy and responsibility toward those around you, even if you can’t fully intervene in their struggles.

  3. External Worries:

    • The presence of the mysterious man could symbolize hidden or unresolved issues in someone else’s life. You may sense an external threat or problem that doesn’t belong to you but still causes fear or anxiety.

  4. Symbolism of Detachment:

    • The fact that the porch was not yours suggests a degree of separation from the situation. It may indicate that your concerns are more about observing others’ challenges, rather than being directly involved. You might be feeling that certain issues are beyond your control but still finding them emotionally impactful.

What This Means for You:

  • This dream suggests you are aware of external situations that may feel threatening, unsettling, or unresolved.

  • You are likely trying to support or protect others, even when their challenges don’t directly affect you, highlighting your nurturing instincts.

  • The dream encourages you to recognize your limits and focus on the things you can control, while also maintaining healthy emotional boundaries.

God Speaks in Dreams

The moonlight poured through the window, bathing the quiet room in silver. As Anna drifted into sleep, the veil between the seen and unseen grew thin, and she found herself standing in a vast meadow of golden grass. The sky above shimmered with hues of lavender and gold, a twilight she had never known but somehow felt familiar.

A soft breeze carried the scent of jasmine, and as she turned, she saw a figure approaching from the horizon. The man was cloaked in white, his face radiant with warmth and kindness. "Anna," he called, his voice resonating through her very soul. "Come, walk with Me."

They strolled through the meadow, the grass parting beneath their feet. "Why am I here?" Anna asked, her heart brimming with awe.

The man smiled. "You seek answers. I have been speaking to you, but the noise of the world drowns My voice. Here, in this quiet, listen."

Suddenly, the meadow transformed. She stood at the edge of a dense forest, moonlight streaming through the trees. In the distance, a lighthouse emerged from the darkness, its beacon sweeping across the land. Anna felt drawn to it, each step echoing with purpose. As she neared, the ground shifted beneath her, and she realized she was walking barefoot across crystal-clear water. Each ripple shimmered like stardust.

From the sky, a white horse descended, its hooves barely grazing the water’s surface. The horse knelt before her, and as she reached out to touch its mane, she felt a surge of strength flow through her. "This is your courage," the man said softly. "You have faced storms and trials, yet you stand. Let this be your reminder: you are stronger than you know."

The scene shifted again, and Anna found herself in a house she recognized — her own. Yet everything was aglow with a soft, divine light. She wandered from room to room, feeling warmth and safety. In one room, a golden cord stretched from the ceiling to the floor, pulsing with gentle light. As she touched it, she heard the voices of loved ones, their laughter and prayers interwoven in a celestial melody. "This is your connection to those you cherish, both seen and unseen," the man explained. "Love binds you together, even across realms."

Then Anna awoke, the morning sun painted her room in gold. She sat up, tears glistening in her eyes, a profound peace settling over her. She had heard His voice, felt His presence. God had spoken to her, and she knew — in waking and in dreams — He always would. Finally, Anna stood before a grand door, its surface carved with symbols of faith and hope. As it opened, a brilliant light spilled forth. She stepped inside and felt an overwhelming sense of peace. The man’s voice whispered once more, "I am with you. Always. In dreams and waking, I speak. Listen, and you will find Me."


Mixed Emotions Calmed

God gives me peace.

At times, I want to act— when all I see are lies around me, liars hiding the truth, stealing, deceiving.

Anger rises inside me: Is this what God wants?

I hear silence.

I pray, and pray, every day, "Let me hear Your voice, God Most High."

But I will not let them steal space and time in my mind. I will not let them cause my spirit to wither.

The overwhelming peace from the God Most High is better than letting the liars live in my heart.

You cannot steal what God has given me: Peace beyond all understanding.

I pray for you, that you may be healed, that the lies may cease, and the theft may end.

I will move forward, not look back. I will not be stuck, turned to stone, or bound by anger.

I follow You, Most High God.

Blessed are You, Yahuah our Elohiym, King of all time, for the blessing of the Ruach Ha'Qodesh.

 God Bless Everyone

I started this Blog to share about helping DOGs & animals in general. I added some sad life stories at a time that I remembered and reflected on from 2017 to 2019 and parts of 2020. Since I restarted a life with Christ and began developing a RELATIONSHIP with Christ, I have been catapulted into a NEW LIFE and direction. 

NOW "Be a voice for the Voiceless" will focus on people and God (all life, not just animals). 

God is our voice, our inner voice, our guide to life & so much more. 

We are/will be developing a plan to engage the audience/the people. 

Be patient, it is all in God's time. 

Much love and peace be with you all. 

speaking to my Father one night


Father I've been bad
I love you my child

Father you know all I've done
I forgive you my child

Father I am sorry
Nothing you do will cause me not to love you, even in anger I love you my child

I can never thank you enough for what you have done for me for what you have given me
I am the father you are my child, when you fall I will pick you up, when you cry out I will reach out with open arms,

Father I am hurting, my heart is in pain
My child when you hurt I will comfort and ease your pain, I will protect you my child with all my LOVE

Father I love you and I'm sorry for it all, you always come when I need you, when I NEED you
I love you my child

I love you father  
I love you my child

Thank you, Praise God, I love my father, I LOVE my God AMEN


tormented most of my life


Today I felt like sharing something that has tormented most of my life; I took back control of my life from my evil mother. She allowed bad things to happen and then blamed us for what happened to us. My faith has got me to the point where I am not ashamed to talk about it, it is not my fault. God has helped me see that I can move on and be thankful for my life now. Here is the short version and the meat of it all.
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Even as they lose control over the lives that they thought they owned, they lost their grips in reality. The demons inside them constantly tell them to attack us. They search for things to use against us (if they cannot find anything - they will make things up), using others and hurting them in the process too. Telling lies to gain more traction, moving against people that do not do what they want them to do. I will never allow here to control me again.
I will not be nice to her to spare her feelings, I will tell the truth no matter how painful it is to hear. My biological mother will pay, there is a special place in Hell for people that hurt the innocent. God will burn them and anyone who helped.
They play the victims, acting like they are the ones being attacked. Don't be fooled, the devil will not look like the devil when he or she is trying to win you over and get you to join his or her team.
My biological mothers name is Deborah and she is not the victim, her children are the victims. He ex boyfriend Felipe sexually abused (assaulted) the three of us. She allowed this to happen and she refuses to take responsibility for her part in it all. She is not the victim, we are. I would not allow my children to be near her (once I remembered some of what happened).
I would never recommend anyone leave their children with them. She  or her husband or both not sure, told her granddaughter to lie to her parents, thank God that the girl told her mom and dad what was going on and what they asked her to do. 

Thank God we have a chance to break the chain of abuse for our children. I only pray they don't go near anyone else's children, who knows what they might do. I pray that God puts them exactly were they belong.
She allowed the man that beat me daily for 5 years to live with her when we divorced. If anyone hurt her BIOLOGICAL kids, she was on their side.
This is why I stay away from most everyone and I dislike my mother and refuse to be around her. Pray that no one else is ever hurt mentally or physically by her or her partners.
As I have been reflecting on my life moments, I pray for them and I pray for all the victims involved in this circle of abuse and lies. God helps us all, in Jesus name I pray that the darkness is cast out and bound where God wills it to be bound. This I pray so we can all move forward toward God's grace and glory.

 Through all the tragedy and trauma has passed for years I began to notice changes in my life most recently this year big changes in my life.  God is at work in my life and I can try to explain it but sometimes there's no words it just is and I just know. I am blessed, we are blessed and I want everyone to witness and be part of these blessings.

The Devil Inside: What a Mother Should Never Be

Thinking back to the first attack,
we didn’t know what was to be,
what was to become of me,
me, only twelve, turning thirteen.

She was possessed by the lust of a dangerous man,
with a dangerous plan—
a plan for a woman leaving her man,
a woman with three kids (almost four, left on a clinic floor).

Did the lost child belong to my dad,
or the man with the dangerous plan?
She moved us far away from our dad,
we were trapped with her, and the man with the dangerous plan.

He watched us,
he touched me—
I did not know,
I did not see.
It wasn’t only me.

He did more—can you see?
She did not believe me,
she did not believe them.
Touched and tortured,
she denied it, pretending to be a good mommy.

We all ran away from her,
left at about fourteen or fifteen,
trading one devil for another,
leaving her for the lesser of the evils in this world.

It’s confusing to me,
I don’t understand why she let these things happen,
why she let it happen to us,
why she aided in his dark, evil acts.

Through their darkness,
we stood, fighting back,
not knowing our Savior had our backs,
only able to see the dark attacks.

He helped us stand,
He helped us not fall.
Through it all, we stood up,
prepared for the next battle.

This is an internal war,
between a mother and her children,
children fighting from the start,
fighting for love, happiness, and safety
that we'd never find with her.

This long fight finally took us to God’s door,
searching for so much more.
Once we opened that door,
love and happiness flowed through us,
with a new family in tow,
and God's army waiting.

We will not lose this battle,
the battle that started at Mother’s door.
For reasons we may never know,
when God closes one door,
He opens another.
Mother's doors kept us prisoners,
prisoners in life and in our minds,
reality a false tale.

Once the Holy Spirit came calling,
Mother’s door began to fall,
with Holy Spirit whispers,
I no longer fear the dark knight.
I no longer fear the devil at her side,
I no longer fear her demon-possessed soul.

I know that God will have my back
at every single attack—
devil be gone,
with the power of my Lord and Savior,
demons leave us alone,
in the name of Jesus Christ.

Amen. Amen.

Finally at peace,
finally, we can be free.
Now free to become who we were meant to be,
who God wanted us to be.





He has my back


I have discovered through years that the closer you get to God the more the devil fights you

I have discovered through the years when you walk with the devil nothing bad's seems to happen

I have discovered through the years when you talk to God you grow 

You grow close and sometimes bad things happen

Bad things happen because the devil is fighting you the devil is fighting for you he wants to keep you on his side

When I think of being on The wrong side
I will gladly except the fight because I know my God is stronger than the devil

I know my God is stronger than those false gods

I know that my checkered past my,
the abuse as a child,
the bad things that happen in our lives when we were little,
the fact that we will never have a mother,
because she chose the wrong side, not once, not twice,
 but 3 times she chose the wrong side

Because the devil is inside

The devil is inside of her,
the devil is inside her house,
the devil lives with her once twice thrice

figure it out and get saved from the wrath of God

I don't know if she can be saved 
But I know she has never once asked for forgiveness

Not sure how I would react if she did,
 but she has never once asked for forgiveness 

She has never once denied her crimes

I don't know What Her future holds,
but I know how my story will end

It ends with me being on God's side, I will fight for Him I will fight with Him 

  I know the big guy in the sky has my back,
no one is greater than He

The moment I could see clearly

The moment I was awaken

The moment my eyes

Was when Mother told me when we were sitting on the love seat by the bar at your house grandma

She told me she was going to buy your house because they didn't have one for a $120,000

I was so shocked I woke up and slowly began to see what was going on all around me the entire time

She wanted that house for less than half the market value

You may not believe me but soon you will see, Soon everyone will see that I'm not the liar

Soon you will see who the real liar is God knows I'm not the liar I know I'm not the liar I'm not to betrayer of my family

PEACE

Have your nightmare stopped
Do you sit and watch the clock
On the carousel of life
Hate goes round and round
Peace can not be found
Until you release The pain inside you
Peace will not be found
Just because I don't see
Doesn't mean You're not seen
God is all around you
I pray for us all
I pray for my enemies
I pray for my enemies to live happily ever after far away from me
I pray For house with strong walls
A house divided will surely fall
I pray God's protection for us all
I pray for God to touch us all
Before we fall

be the voice that shakes the earth

Dear courts of public opinion,
You must understand we forgave that woman many times in many times she continue with her bad behavior. She has been forgiven but will never forget and we will never put ourselves in that kind of danger again. Even as adults I keep my distance. My heart will not be tender for her, she will be judged when it's her time. I just choose to stay away from her for my sanity. And I am really sure Andrew and Tina feel the same way, Andrew tried to make peace with her, however she decided to choose her men over her kids it's been like that since I can remember since we moved to Florida and now she has to live with her choices in life. You must understand that woman Chose her path and she must live with the consequences. We will not forget and we will not be quiet everyone must know she may not go to jail for what she let happen but in the eyes of the media and public opinion it will hurt her more than anything. I say this to you, because I am glad we voiced our opinion and give each other advice because no one in the state of Florida has stepped up to help us not once, except maybe 2 for sure 1. Now we have to help ourselves, we may be wrong God would judge 4 that. But I do not believe we are wrong, I believe God wants her to choose a side and she's choosing the wrong one. She is choosing the man that hurt us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed. Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Signed, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered.t us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed.
Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Sign, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered

He is the one that saved us

the day that I was awaken
         the time that passed
eyes wide open

understanding at last
               why anger and a hard heart that I had
a heart that would keep locked its titanium walls

neglected by one
             hurt by two
        betrayed by many

only few ever knew
              the truth of what happened
the truth of my hard heart

only one ever was told
   of the old scars that remained an open wound
scars that continued to bleed

a mothers love I never knew
    a mother's healing touch I never felt
she continued to open my old wounds

an old sadness remains
     keep passing on that blame
passing on your shame

three divided
     we are one in the same
no one will we blame

holding our heads up high
    together we will fly
high into God's great sky

He will
   He has
     He will always be here to

offer us his loving heart
    his healing touch
He is the one that saved us

He save us with our hidden and oldest memories
helping us to know why we did what we did
     why we do what we do

together our spirits healed
    He showed us His love
is stronger when three become one

We are God's children
we are the ones that He loved
We choose our God over all others and know His love

Blessed are the ones that can see
     Blessed are the ones that hear Him
Blessed are God's children











BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE

what is love good for
when the ones who are suppose to love you
toss you out the door

what is love good for
when the one who is supposed to love you the most
did not care the most

what is love good for
when that parent shifted the why
the blame

it is not my fault someone hurt me
no it is not
but it is your fault that you did not love me

it is you fault for not making the choice
the change
it is your fault you did not
              BREAK THE CIRCLE OF VIOLENCE

you did not
                 BREAK THE SILENCE

you chose to have children not
1, not 2
, but 3
and you forgot us and
let us see

you let us see the evil that was there
waiting
waiting
waiting

for the cycle to continue
you allowed your devil to spread its evil
spread the abuse

BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE
SAVE A CHILD

BREAK THE SILENCE
       SAVE A CHILD


children no more
it hurts the same today
as yesterday

not to hide the lies inside
the shame

no one told until the day
the when all our shame let
an went away

shame on you
shame on them '
for shame that you hid it all away

my light shine more today
more and more
in every way

your devil has gone away from me
can you see
how happy we can be

lost in the lies
you can not hide
but see

see me
see her
see him

we see you
we see the truth
we see the real you

now you can see
what can be
together we three can be

we can be greater than the the devil you see
we have God on our side
cant you see

He led us to the truth
to the shine that was hidden inside
He shines on me

on me
on him
on her

He shine
on
us three

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