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A Dream of Frustration and Obstruction: Unraveling What It Means for My Journey

A Dream of Frustration and Obstruction: Unraveling What It Means for My Journey

Last night, I woke up from a dream that left me feeling annoyed and even angry. It was a dream of chaos, confusion, and false help that had me questioning what’s going on in my life right now.

In the dream, I was driving home in a white pickup truck—something unfamiliar, not my usual Armada. I was in a busy intersection when suddenly, my tire came off. The situation was chaotic, but I managed to get my body out of the road and onto the curb, trying to stay safe. I looked at my tire, completely detached from the rim. Then, something strange happened. I found myself responsible for a group of children—five or six of them, though none were mine. I don’t know if they were with me or if I just found them. Either way, they were a distraction. I needed to get them to safety, but it felt like they were slowing me down.

After ensuring their safety, I went back to retrieve my tire. That’s when a man, sitting on the grassy median, offered what seemed like help but ended up taking my tire. He said, “Come with me,” and led me to a law firm. There, they told me I had a big case, something to do with my tire being damaged, and it involved a university. But all I wanted to do was go home. As the lawyers pushed me into cluttered, small rooms, I felt claustrophobic and overwhelmed by boxes and files. My phone started to overheat, like it was bubbling up with stress, and I couldn’t even contact my husband for help. I thought, "Surely, he will use GPS to find me," but I was trapped, with no way to reach him.

The situation escalated when other people entered the scene—some disrespectful and gross, others angry and claiming things that weren’t theirs. The entire experience felt like one big distraction, full of noise and clutter, keeping me from what I truly needed: peace, clarity, and home.

Finally, in the midst of this chaos, I heard a truck approaching. I hoped it was my husband, but just as I tried to check my phone, the lawyer stopped me and offered to let me use his phone. And then, I woke up.

The emotions that lingered were heavy: frustration, anger, and confusion. The dream felt off, and it felt like someone—or something—was pretending to help me but was actually slowing me down.

The Dream's Message:

Looking deeper, I realized the dream was reflecting my waking life. The tire coming off, the chaos in the law firm, and the overwhelming clutter represented the obstacles I’m currently facing. It’s as if I’m trying to move forward, but distractions keep pulling me off course. The children, though not mine, felt like responsibilities I didn’t ask for, and yet they demanded my attention. They represent the distractions that keep me from focusing on my goals.

The man who took my tire and led me to the law firm felt like a false helper, someone pretending to offer assistance but actually just creating more confusion and delay. The overheating phone symbolized the stress of trying to stay connected and keep pushing forward, but feeling like things were falling apart.

The cluttered rooms in the dream spoke to the sense of being overwhelmed, stuck in a maze of distractions and entanglements that don’t belong to me. The claustrophobia and confusion I felt reflect the overload I sometimes experience when things feel out of control.

Finally, the false apologies and fake gestures of help made me realize that there may be people or situations in my life right now pretending to offer assistance, but in reality, they are only further complicating things.

What It All Means:

This dream feels like a warning. Someone—or multiple people—might be trying to slow me down, keeping me trapped in unnecessary chaos or drama. It’s as if I’m being distracted from my true path, constantly sidetracked by things I don’t need to focus on. The dream urges me to be cautious of who I trust and to stay clear of situations that feel off.

I am trying to move forward, whether it’s in my job search or personal life, but I need to remember to focus on what truly matters. I can’t afford to get stuck in places, jobs, or relationships that don’t serve me, and I need to be mindful of distractions that keep me from my goals. My path may not be easy, but the dream reminded me that I have the strength to keep moving, no matter how many obstacles appear.

Caitlyn's cruelty, now a memory


Cruelty
            Comes in many forms 

William Leonard Dodson
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Caitlyn dog north charleston, william leonard dodson       
Cruelty
            Can be a single word or man words
 Cruelty
            Can be a glance or a look
Cruelty
            Can be an action
                        Or lack there of
Cruelty
            Can be a grin, smile or a smirk
Cruelty
            Can be the evil deep within ones soul
Cruelty
            Comes from the blackest of black hearts
Cruelty
            Can be an emotionless action that causes intentional pain and injury to an innocent
Cruelty          
            Knows no kindness and has no heart
                        Has no empathy and gives no sympathy
Cruelty
            Is a soulless emptiness that eats up all the good and kindness around it?
                        Killing it slowly
                                    Until it vanishes into the mist

The face of evil is cruelty               
            Is saddest thing to my spirit?

This is for Caitlyn: abused, tortured to her physical breaking point, breaking her skin apart.
This is for her, the dog that now the world will want to save and adopt in a New York minute. I know I would adopt her and keep her safe and she’ll be loved until one of us was no more.
The cruelest action that anyone can do is hurt the ones that love you the most, trust you the most, and would do ANYTHING that you asked of them.

All my dogs are rescued, saved, spoiled and loved.

No justice
            NO piece?
                        Now he has been released …


This forgiving and loving creature deserves more.
She deserves
            Love
                        Smiles           
                                    Belly rubs
She deserves
            To be loved
                        To be safe
                                    To be able to love her family                     
Knowing and trusting        
            That her family will keep her safe
 Caitlyn is recovering after several surgeries and treatments. (Charleston Animal Society)
We the people
            Are suppose to protect and
We the people
            Are suppose to fight for her
                        Demand!
(Charleston Animal Society)
Caitlyn

                                    Justice
                                                For the CRIMES against her
Just because they won’t,
            Choose not too
                        Means nothing

                        I will
                                                I WILL
I will!

More updates New developments in Caitlyn's case

  Caitlyn is improving and her plight brings more awareness to animal cruelty and the need for better laws to protect the innocent pets.

a puppy I never met

Early this morning
I have already cried
all for a puppy who almost died
a puppy I never met
a puppy with hurt over a year ago
I cried

I cried for this puppy
I cried for humanities decline
we as protectors of this earth have failed
Humanity has failed
to protect what God gave us
on this earth, so

the animals
the trees
even the leaves
living beings
people and animals
we kill them
we hurt and maim
we enjoy their pain
NOT ME
We need to stop those that do

we the protectors of this earth
have failed the creatures on this planet 
as a living being  
we deserve to live well in it

I cried 
this morning for a puppy I never met
I looked at my dogs 
I think they have the right be happy and more
I close the computer 
I walked away
thinking what could have happened to my dogs 
if I never rescued them on that one special day

I cried 
I cried
for all those animals that was left behind 
how they had to suffer 
at humanities hands

I cried 
my heart broke inside 
I cried

I cried 
my heart broke inside
I cried

We need to save our planet
we need to save the earth
the trees
and everything
most of all
we need to protect

protect the creatures
that live
people and animals a like

don't be silent
don't be afraid
stand up 
say something

it could be you in need one day

make a phone call
do something
take action!
Don't let another innocent suffer
because you were afraid!

tired inside

Tired
early
try to be happy

stress
pulled in 10 directions
try to make no mistakes


long
tired
want to go home

no
more stress
more pulling
try to be happy

yawning
brain turning off
eyes want to close

try to go
no i am told
rest not coming

time to go
before I here no
time to hit the road

tired and come home
no need to try
be happy
play with the dogs

happy happy
it's the end of the rush of the day
smiling eyes see hubby arrive

fresh salad awaits
2 hotdogs just in case
so tired inside

eyes slowly fall
he yells my ears
so tired inside

a loving eye
lost its sight
no sparkle left in his angry eyes
just tired inside

A long day
a long week
a long time

no glitter left inside
only the dogs left
make me smile


I see the glitter glowing
shinning at me
There are 6 eyes

they say mommy smile
My tired spirit hears
3 dogs say mommy we love you
we love you even when your tired inside
 









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