A Quiet Struggle: Finding Peace Amidst Distance and Distraction

A Quiet Struggle: Finding Peace Amidst Distance and Distraction

For almost two weeks, I've been in a quiet but deep struggle with my husband, Edwin. It’s like a silent rift that’s been growing between us, and it breaks my heart. I pray—earnestly, with all my heart—and I wait. But it feels like the more I pray, the more distant we become. All I want is to see him here, present with me, enjoying the life we’ve built. Instead, I find his face consumed by his cell phone, and my own heart consumed by the absence I feel.

This morning, something strange happened. As my alarm went off at 6:40 AM, I felt and almost saw a figure move swiftly out of my room. It was a blur, a shadow, but I could tell it was something or someone. My heart raced as I called out for Edwin, like a question, almost pleading. But there was nothing—only silence, and the sound of the dogs leaving the room. I turned off the alarm and started my morning, realizing Edwin was at work and everyone else was still asleep.

Just a few days ago, I had another strange moment. As I was waking up, I clearly heard someone call my name—loud enough that it felt like they were standing right next to me. The voice sounded just like Edwin’s. I knew it was his voice, but I was still alone.

The Spiritual Interpretation: A Deeper Look
These experiences could be explained in different ways, but I’m leaning towards a deeper, more spiritual explanation. In a time of emotional distance, I wonder if God was speaking to me, trying to wake me up, to remind me that I’m not alone in this struggle. It could be a sign of divine intervention, or even my subconscious reflecting the heartache I’ve been feeling.

The voice calling my name and the blurry figure—could it be that I’m receiving a wake-up call, not just from Edwin, but from something greater? Perhaps it’s a reminder that I need to shift the energy around me before things can change. A small nudge that I am seen, that my prayers are heard, even when nothing feels different.

The Addiction of Distraction
I’ve realized something—Edwin’s phone isn’t just a phone. It’s become an addiction, a barrier between us. Each time I try to bring it up, he shuts down. He becomes more distant. And the more I stay silent, the more distant I feel. It’s not just a phone—it’s a way to escape. And I don’t think he even realizes it.

It hurts to think of how disconnected we’ve become, especially when all I want is for us to enjoy the life we’ve built in the woods, surrounded by family and the simple joys we share. But it’s hard to hold that space when I feel invisible, when I feel like I’m talking to someone who isn’t really there.

The Path Forward
As I try to move forward, I know I need time to process. I’m not sure what the next step is, but I can’t keep carrying the weight alone. I need to find peace, even if things remain unresolved for now. I’ll try to shift the energy, to create moments of connection that don’t directly address the phone or the silence, but instead focus on us—on the love we have and the life we’re still living, despite the distance.

I also need to trust that my prayers are not wasted. Even when I don’t get immediate answers, God sees my heart. And though it may take time, I believe things will shift. Maybe not in the way I expect, but in a way that leads to deeper healing and connection.

A Call to Others in Struggle
If you’re going through something similar—feeling disconnected from your partner or loved ones—know that you’re not alone. Sometimes, the greatest healing comes not from forcing change but from allowing space for growth, for peace, and for patience. Let’s hold on to hope, knowing that even when things feel quiet, the heart’s prayers are heard.

Spiritual Alert: Guarding Your Home and Heart

 Spiritual Alert: Guarding Your Home and Heart

I had a powerful dream that felt like a warning to stay vigilant. In the dream, my family and I were in our home, and we had added a safe room—a protected space—where we could fortify ourselves from external threats. Edwin had bought an alternator for Miranda's car, and after some small confusion over the part, he put it in the safe room, ready to fix the car the next day.

As I was closing the curtains and locking up for the night, I noticed two large, old cars coming down the driveway. I immediately felt the threat and knew they wanted to break in. Despite my firm "no" to their attempts, one of the cars came back and crashed into a tree near our home with such force that it cracked. I screamed for my family and the dogs to get out of the house as we all ran into the safe room.

Though the tree leaned against the house, it didn’t fall. The attackers eventually left. At some point, I vaguely remember firing shots—though I’m unsure when it happened.

The dream left me with a deep sense of warning that someone (or something) will try to break in twice, using extreme force. But it also reminded me that my foundation is strong. I am on the right track, closing off any cracks where the enemy could gain entry, whether physically, emotionally, or spiritually.

Takeaway: If you’ve been working to guard your home, family, and heart, keep doing it. Strengthen your spiritual defenses, pray, and stay vigilant. The enemy may try to break in, but they will fail. Your foundation will hold strong.

Stay alert, stay protected, and trust that you're prepared. 💪🙏✨

Deepening Your Spiritual Peace and Protection

 Deepening Your Spiritual Peace and Protection

In our daily lives, peace and protection are gifts we often seek and pray for. If you're looking to deepen your sense of peace and strengthen the spiritual protection around your home and loved ones, here are some meaningful practices you can incorporate into your daily routine:

1. Morning and Evening Blessings

Start and end each day with gratitude and a prayer of protection.
Example:
"Lord, I thank You for Your constant presence. Please continue to guard my home, my land, my family, and all that I cherish. Surround us with Your peace and let no disruption take away the tranquility You have gifted us. Amen."

2. Anointing Your Home and Land

Bless the corners of your home or property with olive oil or holy water, while saying a prayer of protection and peace.
Example:
"I dedicate this home and land to You, Lord. May Your light and protection guard every corner, and may Your peace dwell here always."

3. Create a Peace Altar

Designate a special space in your home with symbols of peace, such as a cross, a candle, or a prayer. Visit this space often to reflect and pray.
Example Scripture: "The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you." (Numbers 6:24-26)

4. Visualize Divine Light

During prayer or meditation, envision a bright light surrounding you, your home, and your loved ones—creating an impenetrable shield of peace.

5. Recite Scriptures for Peace and Protection

Scriptures can be a powerful tool for grounding your spirit. Recite these verses to invite peace and protection into your life:

• "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want." (Psalm 23:1)

• "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you." (John 14:27)

6. Walk Your Land in Prayer

Take time to walk through your land, speaking blessings over your home, animals, and everything you care for. Let your prayers fill the space with peace.

7. Journaling and Reflection

Keep a journal of your prayers, dreams, and any signs you receive. Reflect on how your connection with God grows and how He answers your prayers for peace and protection.

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Let these practices become a beautiful part of your spiritual journey, bringing peace to your heart and safeguarding your home and loved ones. 🌿💫      

a loving and heartfelt quote

 "In the heart of our woodland home, surrounded by the laughter of my husband and children, the wagging tails of our six dogs, and the gentle clucks of our eight chickens, I find the purest love. Together, we are a symphony of joy, a family bound by devotion, and a love that grows with every moment we share."

Title: "Whispers of Pine Hollow"

 Title: "Whispers of Pine Hollow"

Chapter 1: The Reluctant Relocation

In the bustling heart of New York City, Amelia Hayes was the epitome of a modern urbanite. Her days were filled with high-paced meetings, nights at chic rooftop bars, and weekends exploring the latest art exhibitions. She thrived on the energy of the city, the constant hum of life that never seemed to stop. But life, as it often does, took an unexpected turn.

It was a Monday morning when Amelia received the news. Her eccentric great-aunt Lydia had passed away, leaving Amelia the sole heir to her remote country estate in Pine Hollow, a town she'd never heard of. The property was deep in the woods, miles from the nearest neighbor, on a dirt road that even Google Maps refused to acknowledge.

Despite her initial reluctance, Amelia saw an opportunity. She would sell the property, make a quick profit, and be back in her penthouse within a month. How hard could it be?

Chapter 2: The Road Less Traveled

The drive to Pine Hollow was long and uneventful until Amelia reached the outskirts of town. The paved road gradually turned to gravel, and then, as if in defiance of modernity, to a narrow dirt path that wound deeper into the dense forest. The trees grew taller and closer together, their gnarled branches forming a natural archway that blocked out the sun. The GPS signal faded, and with it, Amelia's confidence.

The further she drove, the more uneasy she became. The air felt heavier, thick with the scent of pine and something else she couldn't quite place—a faint, sweet aroma that made her head swim. She glanced at her phone. No service.

The road twisted and turned, each bend revealing more of the same: endless trees, shadows that seemed to move just out of sight, and an unsettling silence that pressed against her ears. Finally, after what felt like hours, the house came into view.

It was an old Victorian mansion, its once-grand facade now weathered and overgrown with ivy. The windows were dark, the porch sagging under the weight of time. A thick mist clung to the ground, swirling around Amelia's feet as she stepped out of the car.

She had expected an old, rundown house, but there was something more to this place—something that made the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end.

Chapter 3: The Secrets of Pine Hollow

As days turned into weeks, Amelia found herself trapped in Pine Hollow. The real estate agent she had contacted never returned her calls, and every attempt to leave was thwarted by the road itself—washed out by unexpected storms, blocked by fallen trees, or simply disappearing into the fog. The townsfolk, when she encountered them, were friendly enough but always vague when she asked about the estate or her great-aunt.

The house, too, held its secrets. Strange noises echoed through the halls at night—footsteps where there should be none, whispers just beyond the edge of hearing, and the faint strains of a piano playing an old, haunting melody. Amelia discovered hidden rooms, filled with dusty antiques and books written in languages she couldn't understand.

One night, as she explored the attic, she found an old journal belonging to her great-aunt Lydia. The entries were scattered and nonsensical at first, but soon they took on a darker tone. Lydia wrote of the "Watchers of the Woods," spirits that protected Pine Hollow from outsiders, and the rituals she performed to keep them at bay.

Amelia dismissed it as the ramblings of a lonely old woman, but the feeling of being watched grew stronger each day. Shadows moved on their own, and the sweet, sickly scent that had greeted her on her arrival now seemed to permeate every room.

Chapter 4: The Final Revelation

One stormy night, unable to sleep, Amelia wandered outside. The forest was alive with the sound of rustling leaves and the distant hoot of an owl. Drawn by an unseen force, she followed a narrow path that led deeper into the woods, to a clearing bathed in moonlight.

In the center of the clearing stood a circle of ancient stones, each etched with symbols that glowed faintly in the darkness. As Amelia approached, the air grew colder, and she felt a presence—something old and powerful—watching her.

Suddenly, the ground beneath her feet shifted, and the stones began to hum with a low, resonant sound. The whispers that had haunted her in the house now filled her mind, urging her to leave, to run, to never return. But something kept her rooted to the spot.

In that moment, Amelia realized the truth. Pine Hollow wasn't just a town lost to time; it was a place out of time, a boundary between worlds where the living and the dead coexisted. Her great-aunt had been the guardian of this place, and now that responsibility had passed to her.

The wind howled through the trees as Amelia made her decision. She couldn't leave Pine Hollow—not until she understood its secrets, not until she made peace with the spirits that dwelled there.

As she stepped back from the circle of stones, the forest seemed to exhale, the tension lifting as if acknowledging her choice. The dirt road would remain closed to the outside world, and Amelia Hayes, the city girl, would become the new Keeper of Pine Hollow.

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Chapter 5: The Keeper's Trials

Amelia settled into her new role as the Keeper of Pine Hollow, though she had no idea what that truly entailed. The townspeople, who had once been distant and cryptic, began to open up to her—though their revelations were often unsettling. They spoke of ancient traditions, of rites performed under the full moon, and of a pact made long ago to protect the town from the "Old Ones"—the spirits that roamed the forest.

Amelia spent her days poring over Lydia’s journals, trying to decipher the rituals described within them. The more she read, the more she understood that the balance of Pine Hollow was delicate, and her great-aunt had been more than just an eccentric old woman. She had been a powerful guardian, a witch of sorts, who had kept the town safe for decades.

But now that Lydia was gone, the spirits were growing restless. Amelia began to experience strange visions, glimpses of the past and the future, where the forest encroached upon the town, swallowing it whole. She saw the faces of the townsfolk twisted in terror, heard their screams echoing through the trees. And always, the whispers followed her, growing louder and more insistent.

Chapter 6: The Awakening

One evening, as Amelia prepared for bed, she noticed a faint glow emanating from the edge of the forest. It pulsed rhythmically, like a heartbeat, drawing her toward it. Grabbing a flashlight, she ventured out into the night, the beam cutting through the thick mist that had settled over the estate.

The glow led her to the same clearing she had discovered before, but this time, something was different. The circle of stones had changed. They were no longer just ancient markers; they were alive, their symbols shining brightly in the dark. The air was thick with energy, and Amelia could feel it vibrating through her bones.

As she stepped closer, the ground beneath her feet began to tremble. The trees around the clearing swayed violently, though there was no wind. The whispers returned, louder now, a cacophony of voices speaking in a language Amelia couldn't understand. But one word stood out, repeated over and over again: "Awaken."

Suddenly, the ground split open at the center of the stone circle, revealing a dark, gaping hole. From within, a figure began to rise—tall and thin, with eyes that glowed like embers and a body made of shadow. It was one of the Old Ones, the very beings her great-aunt had kept at bay for so long.

Amelia’s heart pounded in her chest as the creature’s gaze locked onto her. For a moment, she was paralyzed with fear, but then, something inside her shifted. The knowledge she had absorbed from Lydia’s journals surged through her mind, and instinctively, she raised her hands, reciting an incantation she hadn’t realized she knew.

The symbols on the stones flared brightly, and the creature recoiled, its form flickering like a dying flame. But it didn’t retreat. Instead, it spoke, its voice like the rustling of dead leaves, promising doom upon the town if it was not released.

Amelia hesitated, the weight of the decision heavy on her shoulders. She knew that if she let the creature go, it would bring ruin to Pine Hollow. But if she trapped it again, it would only be a matter of time before the others came for her, and for the town. She had to find another way.

Chapter 7: The New Pact

Determined to end the cycle, Amelia spent the next several days in seclusion, studying the journals and ancient texts she found in the house. She barely slept, surviving on coffee and sheer willpower as she searched for a solution. Finally, she came across a passage in one of Lydia's oldest books, describing a ritual that could bind the Old Ones permanently, but at a cost.

The ritual required a blood sacrifice—not of another, but of the Keeper herself. It would mean giving up her humanity, binding her soul to the forest and becoming one with it. In return, the Old Ones would be sealed away forever, unable to harm anyone again.

Amelia knew what she had to do. On the night of the next full moon, she returned to the clearing. The air was thick with anticipation, the trees silent as she stepped into the circle. She had prepared everything according to the instructions, the symbols drawn in her own blood, the candles placed at precise intervals.

As she began the incantation, the ground rumbled beneath her feet, and the stones glowed with a fierce light. The creature from before appeared again, along with others, their forms shifting and twisting in the darkness. They howled and shrieked, trying to break through the circle, but Amelia stood firm, her voice steady as she completed the ritual.

With a final word, the light from the stones burst forth, enveloping Amelia and the Old Ones in a blinding flash. The ground shook violently, and then, just as suddenly, it was over. The clearing was silent once more, the air still.

Amelia collapsed to the ground, her strength gone. She could feel the forest around her, every tree, every blade of grass, as if it were an extension of her own body. She had done it. The Old Ones were gone, their presence erased from Pine Hollow.

But she was no longer just Amelia Hayes. She was the new Keeper, bound to the land for eternity. The whispers had ceased, replaced by a calm, steady hum that resonated through the woods. She had become part of the very thing she had once feared.

Chapter 8: The Eternal Watcher

Years passed, and Pine Hollow remained peaceful, untouched by the darkness that once threatened it. The townsfolk spoke of the mysterious woman who lived in the old mansion, rarely seen but always watching, always protecting.

Amelia had grown accustomed to her new existence. She no longer needed food or sleep, her body sustained by the power of the forest. She wandered the woods at night, ensuring that the balance was maintained, that the pact she had made held strong.

The road to her estate remained hidden, known only to those who truly needed it. And though the town forgot her name with time, the legend of the Keeper of Pine Hollow lived on, a guardian who would protect the town from the shadows that lurked just beyond the trees.

And so, Amelia Hayes, the city girl who once feared the woods, became its eternal protector, the last line of defense against the darkness that would never fully fade away.

The End.

He has my back

I have discovered through years that the closer you get to God the more the devil fights you

I have discovered through the years when you walk with the devil nothing bad's seems to happen

I have discovered through the years when you talk to God you grow 

You grow close and sometimes bad things happen

Bad things happen because the devil is fighting you the devil is fighting for you he wants to keep you on his side

When I think of being on The wrong side
I will gladly except the fight because I know my God is stronger than the devil

I know my God is stronger than those false gods

I know that my checkered past my,
the abuse as a child,
the bad things that happen in our lives when we were little,
the fact that we will never have a mother,
because she chose the wrong side, not once, not twice,
 but 3 times she chose the wrong side

Because the devil is inside

The devil is inside of her,
the devil is inside her house,
the devil lives with her once twice thrice

figure it out and get saved from the wrath of God

I don't know if she can be saved 

But I know she has never once asked for forgiveness

Not sure how I would react if she did,
 but she has never once asked for forgiveness 

She has never once denied her crimes

I don't know What Her future holds,
but I know how my story will end

It ends with me being on God's side, I will fight for Him I will fight with Him 

  I know the big guy in the sky has my back,
no one is greater than He

The moment I could see clearly

The moment I was awaken

The moment my eyes

Was when Mother told me when we were sitting on the love seat by the bar at your house grandma

She told me she was going to buy your house because they didn't have one for a $120,000

I was so shocked I woke up and slowly began to see what was going on all around me the entire time

She wanted that house for less than half the market value

You may not believe me but soon you will see, Soon everyone will see that I'm not the liar

Soon you will see who the real liar is God knows I'm not the liar I know I'm not the liar I'm not to betrayer of my family

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PEACE

Have your nightmare stopped

Do you sit and watch the clock

On the carousel of life

Hate goes round and round

Peace can not be found

Until you release The pain inside you

Peace will not be found

Just because I don't see

Doesn't mean You're not seen

God is all around you

I pray for us all

I pray for my enemies

I pray for my enemies to live happily ever after far away from me

I pray For house with strong walls

A house divided will surely fall

I pray God's protection for us all

I pray for God to touch us all

Before we fall

be the voice that shakes the earth

Dear courts of public opinion,
You must understand we forgave that woman many times in many times she continue with her bad behavior. She has been forgiven but will never forget and we will never put ourselves in that kind of danger again. Even as adults I keep my distance. My heart will not be tender for her, she will be judged when it's her time. I just choose to stay away from her for my sanity. And I am really sure Andrew and Tina feel the same way, Andrew tried to make peace with her, however she decided to choose her men over her kids it's been like that since I can remember since we moved to Florida and now she has to live with her choices in life. You must understand that woman Chose her path and she must live with the consequences. We will not forget and we will not be quiet everyone must know she may not go to jail for what she let happen but in the eyes of the media and public opinion it will hurt her more than anything. I say this to you, because I am glad we voiced our opinion and give each other advice because no one in the state of Florida has stepped up to help us not once, except maybe 2 for sure 1. Now we have to help ourselves, we may be wrong God would judge 4 that. But I do not believe we are wrong, I believe God wants her to choose a side and she's choosing the wrong one. She is choosing the man that hurt us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed. Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Signed, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered.t us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed.
Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Sign, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered

He is the one that saved us

the day that I was awaken
         the time that passed
eyes wide open

understanding at last
               why anger and a hard heart that I had
a heart that would keep locked its titanium walls

neglected by one
             hurt by two
        betrayed by many

only few ever knew
              the truth of what happened
the truth of my hard heart

only one ever was told
   of the old scars that remained an open wound
scars that continued to bleed

a mothers love I never knew
    a mother's healing touch I never felt
she continued to open my old wounds

an old sadness remains
     keep passing on that blame
passing on your shame

three divided
     we are one in the same
no one will we blame

holding our heads up high
    together we will fly
high into God's great sky

He will
   He has
     He will always be here to

offer us his loving heart
    his healing touch
He is the one that saved us

He save us with our hidden and oldest memories
helping us to know why we did what we did
     why we do what we do

together our spirits healed
    He showed us His love
is stronger when three become one

We are God's children
we are the ones that He loved
We choose our God over all others and know His love

Blessed are the ones that can see
     Blessed are the ones that hear Him
Blessed are God's children

BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE

what is love good for
when the ones who are suppose to love you
toss you out the door

what is love good for
when the one who is supposed to love you the most
did not care the most

what is love good for
when that parent shifted the why
the blame

it is not my fault someone hurt me
no it is not
but it is your fault that you did not love me

it is you fault for not making the choice
the change
it is your fault you did not
              BREAK THE CIRCLE OF VIOLENCE

you did not
                 BREAK THE SILENCE

you chose to have children not
1, not 2
, but 3
and you forgot us and
let us see

you let us see the evil that was there
waiting
waiting
waiting

for the cycle to continue
you allowed your devil to spread its evil
spread the abuse

BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE
SAVE A CHILD

BREAK THE SILENCE
       SAVE A CHILD


children no more
it hurts the same today
as yesterday

not to hide the lies inside
the shame

no one told until the day
the when all our shame let
an went away

shame on you
shame on them '
for shame that you hid it all away

my light shine more today
more and more
in every way

your devil has gone away from me
can you see
how happy we can be

lost in the lies
you can not hide
but see

see me
see her
see him

we see you
we see the truth
we see the real you

now you can see
what can be
together we three can be

we can be greater than the the devil you see
we have God on our side
cant you see

He led us to the truth
to the shine that was hidden inside
He shines on me

on me
on him
on her

He shine
on
us three

OVERCOMING the pain that she caused - part 3

When the devil knocks at the door of the house that you live in, your mother's house & you answer it with HOSTILITY you show all that you ARE guilty.

You even show that you will continue to lie about the evils that you hide, until you die.

You lie and say that you admitted your knowledge of the crimes against you eldest child. That was a lie. You tried to change the subject and ask about things that had nothing to do with what you were being confronted with. As always you deflect and try to shine the light elsewhere.

Deborah you have many devils that are coming to face you, the closet doors has been opened.

Mine was the first and my brothers was the second. Sooner or later my sister will be setting her devil free to knock on the door at the place that you reside.

We talk and share the skeletons in our closets, not ashamed anymore to be the victims.

Our whole lives you told us that my aunt & uncle were bad, my brother & sister were bad and now I find out that you told them that I was bad too.

We discovered you sick plan, you never wanted us to communicate with each other. You were mad when we went to see or even talk to your sister. You were mad when we talked to your brother. You almost lost it when you found out that your three children were actually hanging out and talking to each other.

Why Deborah, why were you so mad about that?

Why did you blame me for my brother coming to confront you?

Why did you rage when he called you Deborah? Fact! You have not been a mother or (even a mom) to us for a VERY LONG TIME! Your given name is Deborah and that is what we shall call you. If you feel disrespected that is your problem. You are so mad about the wrong things.

You should be made about the negative that you attract. You should be made at yourself for the evil people you brought into our lives.

I forgave you long ago deborah, I will never forget and I will no longer turn the other cheek. I will call out all and any negativity that comes to me or my family. You will no longer pretend that you are the victim! We three are the victims, God only knows if there are others.

I thought is was normal (what did I know I was a kid) that you would talk to me about your affairs with other men (and married men), even driving to a town closer to where they lived. Who was watching your kids then? Oh yeah no one. I was married and getting beaten daily (because that was better than being with you), my sister who know (she ran away) and my brother in jail (running away from you too). We remember, we remember all that you did and did not do.

I pray that my family stays safe, I pray that those against me stay safely far away and cause me and my family no further harm. I pray that you get the day that you deserve (today and everyday).

I am proud that my siblings, we our sharing & learning. I have finally discovered and shared the truths that were hid and dared not to speak about.

Deborah, if you don't stand with us you will be against us. I expect nothing less than you to continue to lie and cower & hide.

God will take out all the devils in our lives past/present/future one by one or maybe all at once.

Our God is stronger than your devil.

Our lives were ruined, by your lack of love, your lack of simply doing your duty, your lack of being a human being and by the men you allowed in our lives. We have overcome you and will forever continue to overcome you, waiting for our justice!

The Truth You Live By

Deflect the truth,
Lie.
Deflect the truth,
And continue to die inside.

Blame others for your lies,
Blame others for the evil you see within.
Face your demons—
You cannot lie.
See the devil you hide,
Deep inside.

Giving your voice to the demons
That you keep by your side,
But righteousness will override
The devils you choose to hide.

Truth is light,
And light is truth.
God is on our side—
In truth, the devil cannot hide.

Amen, Amen, Amen.
God be with us.

I pray that you all receive the days you deserve.