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A Dream of Boundaries and Unexpected Paths

A Dream of Boundaries and Unexpected Paths

This morning, I had a vivid dream that rushed back to me after I stepped outside. It started with my neighbor selling a piece of land we’d been trying to buy. Someone built a big purple house on it, facing my direction instead of the street, and I remember feeling annoyed that we missed out on that opportunity.

Then, I noticed kids cutting through my yard and my neighbor Mr. T.’s yard, playing in the street. We both fussed at them for crossing our properties. That’s when I saw the new mailbox and house, and I asked Mr. T. why he sold the land. He said he only sold a piece of it, and the house — pretty but purplish-blue — had been built there.

Later in the dream, I ended up helping one of the kids, taking them to a big complex that felt like a school. Edwin was with me, helping every step of the way. While trying to ensure the child got inside safely, I asked to speak with management. At first, they refused, but after some persistence, they found someone for me. The strangest part? They unexpectedly offered me a job — a role that seemed to carry a lot of responsibility. I wasn’t looking for a job, much less something like that, and I woke up feeling confused.

Reflecting on the Dream:

This dream really feels like a message wrapped in emotions and symbols. The land sale and the house might represent missed opportunities or things happening outside my control. The kids cutting through my yard could symbolize boundaries being crossed — whether that’s emotional, spiritual, or physical.

Helping the child and navigating the complex made me think about how naturally I step into a protective role, even when it’s unexpected. And the job offer? Maybe it hints at opportunities I haven’t seen coming yet — a sign that sometimes life nudges us toward new paths, even when we aren’t actively seeking them.

In my waking life, I’m struggling with balancing my desire to work part-time with wanting to be there for my grandkids. My heart wants to help, so they don’t have to go to daycare or be with strangers. But at the same time, my kids are grown, and I shouldn’t have to put my life on hold. Maybe this dream is my spirit wrestling with that balance — standing my ground, protecting what matters, and figuring out what my next step should be.

Life has a way of showing us things we need to see, even in our dreams. I’m still sorting through what this one means for me, but I know one thing: my heart is being pulled toward both protection and purpose, and I trust that the right path will become clear.

Have you ever had a dream that made you stop and reflect on where life is pulling you?

Navigating the Storm: A Dream Reflection on Emotional Struggles and Spiritual Strength

 Navigating the Storm: A Dream Reflection on Emotional Struggles and Spiritual Strength

Last night, I had a dream that hit close to home, reflecting so much of what’s been going on in my life right now. In the dream, I was changing jobs, seeking something closer to home in Clay County. In real life, that’s exactly what I’m going through—trying to shift things to create more balance and peace in my daily life. But the dream unfolded into something much deeper, revealing layers of emotion, past experiences, and spiritual battles.

The setting took me to a Chick-fil-A, where I encountered someone from my past—someone I didn’t like due to her overly friendly behavior toward my husband. In the dream, she appeared as her young self, reminding me of old feelings and unresolved emotions. This moment reflected how sometimes, old wounds and past insecurities can resurface when we least expect them.

Things took a strange turn when I found a food truck that was supposed to be a Chick-fil-A. This unconventional version of the restaurant symbolized something that appeared stable and familiar but was actually temporary or unstable. It felt like an illusion, something that didn’t align with what I thought it should be. I accidentally cracked open a cabinet and found myself tangled in a situation I wasn’t expecting. This was a sign of hidden things being revealed—broken parts of my life I may have ignored for too long.

Then came the hospital scene. My friend brought me medicine, but something was wrong. Two of the medicines were correct, but four were not. It reminded me of how sometimes, the things we receive or the advice we’re given aren’t what we need. It left me feeling confused, like things weren’t aligning the way they should be. The chaos continued when I had to lock people out of my space—symbolizing how I’ve been feeling emotionally invaded lately, with pressures coming from all sides.

The dream then took me to a waterspout over the land. It came out of the St. John’s River, and I could feel it pulling me up. But instead of succumbing to it, I fought with all my might, swinging and telling it to let me go. It was a powerful symbol of my spiritual strength—fighting back against forces trying to lift me out of my peace. In real life, I’ve been going through a tough time, emotionally drained after a disagreement with my husband, and this stormy experience in the dream mirrored that battle. But the victory in the dream was clear: despite being lifted up by the storm, I fought back until it released me, and the waterspout went away.

This dream made me realize that even when I feel exhausted and drained, especially after emotional storms, I have the power to stand firm and fight through it. The dream was a reminder that I’m not alone in these battles. I have divine strength to resist anything that tries to pull me off track. It also showed me that peace, though sometimes hard to find, is always within my grasp. I just need to keep pushing forward, trusting that the storm will pass.

If you’re going through your own emotional storm or struggle, remember: you have the strength to fight back, even when everything feels overwhelming. You are more powerful than you realize. 💛

Spiritual Alert: Guarding Your Home and Heart

 Spiritual Alert: Guarding Your Home and Heart

I had a powerful dream that felt like a warning to stay vigilant. In the dream, my family and I were in our home, and we had added a safe room—a protected space—where we could fortify ourselves from external threats. Edwin had bought an alternator for Miranda's car, and after some small confusion over the part, he put it in the safe room, ready to fix the car the next day.

As I was closing the curtains and locking up for the night, I noticed two large, old cars coming down the driveway. I immediately felt the threat and knew they wanted to break in. Despite my firm "no" to their attempts, one of the cars came back and crashed into a tree near our home with such force that it cracked. I screamed for my family and the dogs to get out of the house as we all ran into the safe room.

Though the tree leaned against the house, it didn’t fall. The attackers eventually left. At some point, I vaguely remember firing shots—though I’m unsure when it happened.

The dream left me with a deep sense of warning that someone (or something) will try to break in twice, using extreme force. But it also reminded me that my foundation is strong. I am on the right track, closing off any cracks where the enemy could gain entry, whether physically, emotionally, or spiritually.

Takeaway: If you’ve been working to guard your home, family, and heart, keep doing it. Strengthen your spiritual defenses, pray, and stay vigilant. The enemy may try to break in, but they will fail. Your foundation will hold strong.

Stay alert, stay protected, and trust that you're prepared. 💪🙏✨

Spiritual Practices for Managing Emotional and Spiritual Overload

Spiritual Practices for Managing Emotional and Spiritual Overload

Life often brings us moments of deep emotional strain, especially when we’re navigating challenges for ourselves and our loved ones. If you're feeling emotionally overloaded or spiritually drained, here are some spiritually focused practices to help you find peace, strength, and protection during such times:


1. Prayer for Protection and Peace
When you pray, consider adding specific prayers for protection over your home, family, and yourself.
Example Prayer:
Heavenly Father, I ask for Your divine shield over my family, my home, and myself. Surround us with Your peace, and let Your presence fill every corner of our lives. Seal every vulnerability with Your strength and light, and remove any source of harm or negativity. Refresh my spirit and grant me rest as I trust in Your care. Amen.


2. Spiritual Cleansing of Your Home
Take intentional steps to spiritually cleanse your space, just like you would care for your emotional well-being.

  • Use anointing oil or water to bless your doors, windows, and rooms, speaking words of protection.

  • Burn incense or sage to clear out negative energy and invite divine peace.

  • Focus on areas where you may feel vulnerable, asking God to seal them with His protection.


3. Visualization of a Protective Shield
In quiet moments, envision a protective shield of divine light surrounding you and your loved ones.

  • Picture this light as strong and impenetrable, bringing peace and safety.

  • Use breathing exercises to absorb that light and release stress or negativity with every exhale.


4. Psalm 91 for Assurance
Psalm 91 is a powerful scripture for protection.
Meditate on these words: “He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings, you will find refuge” (Psalm 91:4).


5. Spiritual Rest and Renewal
Take time to simply be in God's presence:

  • Play calming worship music or sit in silence, asking God to renew your heart with His peace.

  • Reflect on Matthew 11:28: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”


6. Gratitude and Release Ritual
Write down your worries and release them to God:

  • "Lord, thank You for protecting my family. I surrender my anxieties over their safety into Your hands."

  • Symbolically surrender these burdens by burning or burying the paper, trusting God with them.


In moments of emotional or spiritual overload, turning to God for comfort and peace can restore your strength. Be kind to yourself, trust in His protection, and let His peace surround you.


Deepening Your Spiritual Peace and Protection

 Deepening Your Spiritual Peace and Protection

In our daily lives, peace and protection are gifts we often seek and pray for. If you're looking to deepen your sense of peace and strengthen the spiritual protection around your home and loved ones, here are some meaningful practices you can incorporate into your daily routine:

1. Morning and Evening Blessings

Start and end each day with gratitude and a prayer of protection.
Example:
"Lord, I thank You for Your constant presence. Please continue to guard my home, my land, my family, and all that I cherish. Surround us with Your peace and let no disruption take away the tranquility You have gifted us. Amen."

2. Anointing Your Home and Land

Bless the corners of your home or property with olive oil or holy water, while saying a prayer of protection and peace.
Example:
"I dedicate this home and land to You, Lord. May Your light and protection guard every corner, and may Your peace dwell here always."

3. Create a Peace Altar

Designate a special space in your home with symbols of peace, such as a cross, a candle, or a prayer. Visit this space often to reflect and pray.
Example Scripture: "The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you." (Numbers 6:24-26)

4. Visualize Divine Light

During prayer or meditation, envision a bright light surrounding you, your home, and your loved ones—creating an impenetrable shield of peace.

5. Recite Scriptures for Peace and Protection

Scriptures can be a powerful tool for grounding your spirit. Recite these verses to invite peace and protection into your life:

  • "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want." (Psalm 23:1)

  • "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you." (John 14:27)

6. Walk Your Land in Prayer

Take time to walk through your land, speaking blessings over your home, animals, and everything you care for. Let your prayers fill the space with peace.

7. Journaling and Reflection

Keep a journal of your prayers, dreams, and any signs you receive. Reflect on how your connection with God grows and how He answers your prayers for peace and protection.


Let these practices become a beautiful part of your spiritual journey, bringing peace to your heart and safeguarding your home and loved ones. 🌿💫      

Dream Interpretation: A Frantic Chicken

 

Dream Interpretation: A Frantic Chicken

Dreams can offer us meaningful insights into our emotions and life situations. Here's a reflection on a recent dream I had:

In the dream, I found myself holding a frantic, scared chicken. It seemed fragile and afraid, but as I tried to comfort it, the chicken let me hold it, even though it was in a fearful state. We were in a strange house, one that felt like mine, but unfamiliar in some ways. The chicken didn’t flap or struggle. It seemed to calm down in my arms, accepting my efforts to protect and soothe it.

What could this mean?

  • The Chicken: Chickens in dreams can symbolize vulnerability, care, or something that requires protection. In this case, the frantic chicken could represent a part of myself, a loved one, or a situation that feels fragile and in need of nurturing.

  • Protecting and Comforting: My attempts to hold and comfort the chicken reflect my desire to care for something vulnerable or navigate a difficult situation. It's a reminder of my natural inclination to protect those around me, offering support in times of fear or uncertainty.

  • The Strange House: Houses in dreams often symbolize the self or current life circumstances. The house being both familiar and strange might indicate feelings of uncertainty or navigating unfamiliar emotional territory in my life.

  • The Chicken Calming Down: Despite its initial fear, the chicken eventually allowed me to comfort it, suggesting that my efforts to nurture and create stability are effective, even in challenging or unfamiliar situations.

Given my connection to animals and nature, the chicken might also reflect my current role as a caretaker, especially for my chicks and other animals. This dream reminds me of the importance of my nurturing role and reassures me that my efforts are meaningful, even in moments of uncertainty.

Have you ever had a dream like this? What do you think it might symbolize for you?

a loving and heartfelt quote


 "In the heart of our woodland home, surrounded by the laughter of my husband and children, the wagging tails of our six dogs, and the gentle clucks of our eight chickens, I find the purest love. Together, we are a symphony of joy, a family bound by devotion, and a love that grows with every moment we share."

Dream Summary


Dream Summary

In this vivid dream, you found eight dead white chickens arranged in a half-circle on someone else’s porch, with three or four live chickens walking nearby. You felt unsettled by the scene and called your son, David, for support. While trying to understand what was happening, you noticed a mysterious man inside the house, visible only through cracks in the door or window. The sight of the man filled both you and David with fear, prompting you to run away.

Key Symbolic Interpretations:

  1. External Conflict or Concern:

    • Since the porch didn’t belong to you, this dream may reflect external challenges or situations affecting you indirectly. It suggests you may be noticing or feeling disturbed by events that don’t directly involve you, but still impact you emotionally or mentally.

  2. Empathy and Responsibility:

    • Calling your son David reflects a deep instinct to help and protect others, even when the issues don’t directly concern you. This could indicate that you feel a strong sense of empathy and responsibility toward those around you, even if you can’t fully intervene in their struggles.

  3. External Worries:

    • The presence of the mysterious man could symbolize hidden or unresolved issues in someone else’s life. You may sense an external threat or problem that doesn’t belong to you but still causes fear or anxiety.

  4. Symbolism of Detachment:

    • The fact that the porch was not yours suggests a degree of separation from the situation. It may indicate that your concerns are more about observing others’ challenges, rather than being directly involved. You might be feeling that certain issues are beyond your control but still finding them emotionally impactful.

What This Means for You:

  • This dream suggests you are aware of external situations that may feel threatening, unsettling, or unresolved.

  • You are likely trying to support or protect others, even when their challenges don’t directly affect you, highlighting your nurturing instincts.

  • The dream encourages you to recognize your limits and focus on the things you can control, while also maintaining healthy emotional boundaries.

Title: "Whispers of Pine Hollow"

 Title: "Whispers of Pine Hollow"

Chapter 1: The Reluctant Relocation

In the bustling heart of New York City, Amelia Hayes was the epitome of a modern urbanite. Her days were filled with high-paced meetings, nights at chic rooftop bars, and weekends exploring the latest art exhibitions. She thrived on the energy of the city, the constant hum of life that never seemed to stop. But life, as it often does, took an unexpected turn.

It was a Monday morning when Amelia received the news. Her eccentric great-aunt Lydia had passed away, leaving Amelia the sole heir to her remote country estate in Pine Hollow, a town she'd never heard of. The property was deep in the woods, miles from the nearest neighbor, on a dirt road that even Google Maps refused to acknowledge.

Despite her initial reluctance, Amelia saw an opportunity. She would sell the property, make a quick profit, and be back in her penthouse within a month. How hard could it be?

Chapter 2: The Road Less Traveled

The drive to Pine Hollow was long and uneventful until Amelia reached the outskirts of town. The paved road gradually turned to gravel, and then, as if in defiance of modernity, to a narrow dirt path that wound deeper into the dense forest. The trees grew taller and closer together, their gnarled branches forming a natural archway that blocked out the sun. The GPS signal faded, and with it, Amelia's confidence.

The further she drove, the more uneasy she became. The air felt heavier, thick with the scent of pine and something else she couldn't quite place—a faint, sweet aroma that made her head swim. She glanced at her phone. No service.

The road twisted and turned, each bend revealing more of the same: endless trees, shadows that seemed to move just out of sight, and an unsettling silence that pressed against her ears. Finally, after what felt like hours, the house came into view.

It was an old Victorian mansion, its once-grand facade now weathered and overgrown with ivy. The windows were dark, the porch sagging under the weight of time. A thick mist clung to the ground, swirling around Amelia's feet as she stepped out of the car.

She had expected an old, rundown house, but there was something more to this place—something that made the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end.

Chapter 3: The Secrets of Pine Hollow

As days turned into weeks, Amelia found herself trapped in Pine Hollow. The real estate agent she had contacted never returned her calls, and every attempt to leave was thwarted by the road itself—washed out by unexpected storms, blocked by fallen trees, or simply disappearing into the fog. The townsfolk, when she encountered them, were friendly enough but always vague when she asked about the estate or her great-aunt.

The house, too, held its secrets. Strange noises echoed through the halls at night—footsteps where there should be none, whispers just beyond the edge of hearing, and the faint strains of a piano playing an old, haunting melody. Amelia discovered hidden rooms, filled with dusty antiques and books written in languages she couldn't understand.

One night, as she explored the attic, she found an old journal belonging to her great-aunt Lydia. The entries were scattered and nonsensical at first, but soon they took on a darker tone. Lydia wrote of the "Watchers of the Woods," spirits that protected Pine Hollow from outsiders, and the rituals she performed to keep them at bay.

Amelia dismissed it as the ramblings of a lonely old woman, but the feeling of being watched grew stronger each day. Shadows moved on their own, and the sweet, sickly scent that had greeted her on her arrival now seemed to permeate every room.

Chapter 4: The Final Revelation

One stormy night, unable to sleep, Amelia wandered outside. The forest was alive with the sound of rustling leaves and the distant hoot of an owl. Drawn by an unseen force, she followed a narrow path that led deeper into the woods, to a clearing bathed in moonlight.

In the center of the clearing stood a circle of ancient stones, each etched with symbols that glowed faintly in the darkness. As Amelia approached, the air grew colder, and she felt a presence—something old and powerful—watching her.

Suddenly, the ground beneath her feet shifted, and the stones began to hum with a low, resonant sound. The whispers that had haunted her in the house now filled her mind, urging her to leave, to run, to never return. But something kept her rooted to the spot.

In that moment, Amelia realized the truth. Pine Hollow wasn't just a town lost to time; it was a place out of time, a boundary between worlds where the living and the dead coexisted. Her great-aunt had been the guardian of this place, and now that responsibility had passed to her.

The wind howled through the trees as Amelia made her decision. She couldn't leave Pine Hollow—not until she understood its secrets, not until she made peace with the spirits that dwelled there.

As she stepped back from the circle of stones, the forest seemed to exhale, the tension lifting as if acknowledging her choice. The dirt road would remain closed to the outside world, and Amelia Hayes, the city girl, would become the new Keeper of Pine Hollow.


Chapter 5: The Keeper's Trials

Amelia settled into her new role as the Keeper of Pine Hollow, though she had no idea what that truly entailed. The townspeople, who had once been distant and cryptic, began to open up to her—though their revelations were often unsettling. They spoke of ancient traditions, of rites performed under the full moon, and of a pact made long ago to protect the town from the "Old Ones"—the spirits that roamed the forest.

Amelia spent her days poring over Lydia’s journals, trying to decipher the rituals described within them. The more she read, the more she understood that the balance of Pine Hollow was delicate, and her great-aunt had been more than just an eccentric old woman. She had been a powerful guardian, a witch of sorts, who had kept the town safe for decades.

But now that Lydia was gone, the spirits were growing restless. Amelia began to experience strange visions, glimpses of the past and the future, where the forest encroached upon the town, swallowing it whole. She saw the faces of the townsfolk twisted in terror, heard their screams echoing through the trees. And always, the whispers followed her, growing louder and more insistent.

Chapter 6: The Awakening

One evening, as Amelia prepared for bed, she noticed a faint glow emanating from the edge of the forest. It pulsed rhythmically, like a heartbeat, drawing her toward it. Grabbing a flashlight, she ventured out into the night, the beam cutting through the thick mist that had settled over the estate.

The glow led her to the same clearing she had discovered before, but this time, something was different. The circle of stones had changed. They were no longer just ancient markers; they were alive, their symbols shining brightly in the dark. The air was thick with energy, and Amelia could feel it vibrating through her bones.

As she stepped closer, the ground beneath her feet began to tremble. The trees around the clearing swayed violently, though there was no wind. The whispers returned, louder now, a cacophony of voices speaking in a language Amelia couldn't understand. But one word stood out, repeated over and over again: "Awaken."

Suddenly, the ground split open at the center of the stone circle, revealing a dark, gaping hole. From within, a figure began to rise—tall and thin, with eyes that glowed like embers and a body made of shadow. It was one of the Old Ones, the very beings her great-aunt had kept at bay for so long.

Amelia’s heart pounded in her chest as the creature’s gaze locked onto her. For a moment, she was paralyzed with fear, but then, something inside her shifted. The knowledge she had absorbed from Lydia’s journals surged through her mind, and instinctively, she raised her hands, reciting an incantation she hadn’t realized she knew.

The symbols on the stones flared brightly, and the creature recoiled, its form flickering like a dying flame. But it didn’t retreat. Instead, it spoke, its voice like the rustling of dead leaves, promising doom upon the town if it was not released.

Amelia hesitated, the weight of the decision heavy on her shoulders. She knew that if she let the creature go, it would bring ruin to Pine Hollow. But if she trapped it again, it would only be a matter of time before the others came for her, and for the town. She had to find another way.

Chapter 7: The New Pact

Determined to end the cycle, Amelia spent the next several days in seclusion, studying the journals and ancient texts she found in the house. She barely slept, surviving on coffee and sheer willpower as she searched for a solution. Finally, she came across a passage in one of Lydia's oldest books, describing a ritual that could bind the Old Ones permanently, but at a cost.

The ritual required a blood sacrifice—not of another, but of the Keeper herself. It would mean giving up her humanity, binding her soul to the forest and becoming one with it. In return, the Old Ones would be sealed away forever, unable to harm anyone again.

Amelia knew what she had to do. On the night of the next full moon, she returned to the clearing. The air was thick with anticipation, the trees silent as she stepped into the circle. She had prepared everything according to the instructions, the symbols drawn in her own blood, the candles placed at precise intervals.

As she began the incantation, the ground rumbled beneath her feet, and the stones glowed with a fierce light. The creature from before appeared again, along with others, their forms shifting and twisting in the darkness. They howled and shrieked, trying to break through the circle, but Amelia stood firm, her voice steady as she completed the ritual.

With a final word, the light from the stones burst forth, enveloping Amelia and the Old Ones in a blinding flash. The ground shook violently, and then, just as suddenly, it was over. The clearing was silent once more, the air still.

Amelia collapsed to the ground, her strength gone. She could feel the forest around her, every tree, every blade of grass, as if it were an extension of her own body. She had done it. The Old Ones were gone, their presence erased from Pine Hollow.

But she was no longer just Amelia Hayes. She was the new Keeper, bound to the land for eternity. The whispers had ceased, replaced by a calm, steady hum that resonated through the woods. She had become part of the very thing she had once feared.

Chapter 8: The Eternal Watcher

Years passed, and Pine Hollow remained peaceful, untouched by the darkness that once threatened it. The townsfolk spoke of the mysterious woman who lived in the old mansion, rarely seen but always watching, always protecting.

Amelia had grown accustomed to her new existence. She no longer needed food or sleep, her body sustained by the power of the forest. She wandered the woods at night, ensuring that the balance was maintained, that the pact she had made held strong.

The road to her estate remained hidden, known only to those who truly needed it. And though the town forgot her name with time, the legend of the Keeper of Pine Hollow lived on, a guardian who would protect the town from the shadows that lurked just beyond the trees.

And so, Amelia Hayes, the city girl who once feared the woods, became its eternal protector, the last line of defense against the darkness that would never fully fade away.

The End.

God Speaks in Dreams

The moonlight poured through the window, bathing the quiet room in silver. As Anna drifted into sleep, the veil between the seen and unseen grew thin, and she found herself standing in a vast meadow of golden grass. The sky above shimmered with hues of lavender and gold, a twilight she had never known but somehow felt familiar.

A soft breeze carried the scent of jasmine, and as she turned, she saw a figure approaching from the horizon. The man was cloaked in white, his face radiant with warmth and kindness. "Anna," he called, his voice resonating through her very soul. "Come, walk with Me."

They strolled through the meadow, the grass parting beneath their feet. "Why am I here?" Anna asked, her heart brimming with awe.

The man smiled. "You seek answers. I have been speaking to you, but the noise of the world drowns My voice. Here, in this quiet, listen."

Suddenly, the meadow transformed. She stood at the edge of a dense forest, moonlight streaming through the trees. In the distance, a lighthouse emerged from the darkness, its beacon sweeping across the land. Anna felt drawn to it, each step echoing with purpose. As she neared, the ground shifted beneath her, and she realized she was walking barefoot across crystal-clear water. Each ripple shimmered like stardust.

From the sky, a white horse descended, its hooves barely grazing the water’s surface. The horse knelt before her, and as she reached out to touch its mane, she felt a surge of strength flow through her. "This is your courage," the man said softly. "You have faced storms and trials, yet you stand. Let this be your reminder: you are stronger than you know."

The scene shifted again, and Anna found herself in a house she recognized — her own. Yet everything was aglow with a soft, divine light. She wandered from room to room, feeling warmth and safety. In one room, a golden cord stretched from the ceiling to the floor, pulsing with gentle light. As she touched it, she heard the voices of loved ones, their laughter and prayers interwoven in a celestial melody. "This is your connection to those you cherish, both seen and unseen," the man explained. "Love binds you together, even across realms."

Then Anna awoke, the morning sun painted her room in gold. She sat up, tears glistening in her eyes, a profound peace settling over her. She had heard His voice, felt His presence. God had spoken to her, and she knew — in waking and in dreams — He always would. Finally, Anna stood before a grand door, its surface carved with symbols of faith and hope. As it opened, a brilliant light spilled forth. She stepped inside and felt an overwhelming sense of peace. The man’s voice whispered once more, "I am with you. Always. In dreams and waking, I speak. Listen, and you will find Me."


He has my back


I have discovered through years that the closer you get to God the more the devil fights you

I have discovered through the years when you walk with the devil nothing bad's seems to happen

I have discovered through the years when you talk to God you grow 

You grow close and sometimes bad things happen

Bad things happen because the devil is fighting you the devil is fighting for you he wants to keep you on his side

When I think of being on The wrong side
I will gladly except the fight because I know my God is stronger than the devil

I know my God is stronger than those false gods

I know that my checkered past my,
the abuse as a child,
the bad things that happen in our lives when we were little,
the fact that we will never have a mother,
because she chose the wrong side, not once, not twice,
 but 3 times she chose the wrong side

Because the devil is inside

The devil is inside of her,
the devil is inside her house,
the devil lives with her once twice thrice

figure it out and get saved from the wrath of God

I don't know if she can be saved 
But I know she has never once asked for forgiveness

Not sure how I would react if she did,
 but she has never once asked for forgiveness 

She has never once denied her crimes

I don't know What Her future holds,
but I know how my story will end

It ends with me being on God's side, I will fight for Him I will fight with Him 

  I know the big guy in the sky has my back,
no one is greater than He

The moment I could see clearly

The moment I was awaken

The moment my eyes

Was when Mother told me when we were sitting on the love seat by the bar at your house grandma

She told me she was going to buy your house because they didn't have one for a $120,000

I was so shocked I woke up and slowly began to see what was going on all around me the entire time

She wanted that house for less than half the market value

You may not believe me but soon you will see, Soon everyone will see that I'm not the liar

Soon you will see who the real liar is God knows I'm not the liar I know I'm not the liar I'm not to betrayer of my family

PEACE

Have your nightmare stopped
Do you sit and watch the clock
On the carousel of life
Hate goes round and round
Peace can not be found
Until you release The pain inside you
Peace will not be found
Just because I don't see
Doesn't mean You're not seen
God is all around you
I pray for us all
I pray for my enemies
I pray for my enemies to live happily ever after far away from me
I pray For house with strong walls
A house divided will surely fall
I pray God's protection for us all
I pray for God to touch us all
Before we fall

be the voice that shakes the earth

Dear courts of public opinion,
You must understand we forgave that woman many times in many times she continue with her bad behavior. She has been forgiven but will never forget and we will never put ourselves in that kind of danger again. Even as adults I keep my distance. My heart will not be tender for her, she will be judged when it's her time. I just choose to stay away from her for my sanity. And I am really sure Andrew and Tina feel the same way, Andrew tried to make peace with her, however she decided to choose her men over her kids it's been like that since I can remember since we moved to Florida and now she has to live with her choices in life. You must understand that woman Chose her path and she must live with the consequences. We will not forget and we will not be quiet everyone must know she may not go to jail for what she let happen but in the eyes of the media and public opinion it will hurt her more than anything. I say this to you, because I am glad we voiced our opinion and give each other advice because no one in the state of Florida has stepped up to help us not once, except maybe 2 for sure 1. Now we have to help ourselves, we may be wrong God would judge 4 that. But I do not believe we are wrong, I believe God wants her to choose a side and she's choosing the wrong one. She is choosing the man that hurt us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed. Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Signed, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered.t us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed.
Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Sign, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered

He is the one that saved us

the day that I was awaken
         the time that passed
eyes wide open

understanding at last
               why anger and a hard heart that I had
a heart that would keep locked its titanium walls

neglected by one
             hurt by two
        betrayed by many

only few ever knew
              the truth of what happened
the truth of my hard heart

only one ever was told
   of the old scars that remained an open wound
scars that continued to bleed

a mothers love I never knew
    a mother's healing touch I never felt
she continued to open my old wounds

an old sadness remains
     keep passing on that blame
passing on your shame

three divided
     we are one in the same
no one will we blame

holding our heads up high
    together we will fly
high into God's great sky

He will
   He has
     He will always be here to

offer us his loving heart
    his healing touch
He is the one that saved us

He save us with our hidden and oldest memories
helping us to know why we did what we did
     why we do what we do

together our spirits healed
    He showed us His love
is stronger when three become one

We are God's children
we are the ones that He loved
We choose our God over all others and know His love

Blessed are the ones that can see
     Blessed are the ones that hear Him
Blessed are God's children











BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE

what is love good for
when the ones who are suppose to love you
toss you out the door

what is love good for
when the one who is supposed to love you the most
did not care the most

what is love good for
when that parent shifted the why
the blame

it is not my fault someone hurt me
no it is not
but it is your fault that you did not love me

it is you fault for not making the choice
the change
it is your fault you did not
              BREAK THE CIRCLE OF VIOLENCE

you did not
                 BREAK THE SILENCE

you chose to have children not
1, not 2
, but 3
and you forgot us and
let us see

you let us see the evil that was there
waiting
waiting
waiting

for the cycle to continue
you allowed your devil to spread its evil
spread the abuse

BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE
SAVE A CHILD

BREAK THE SILENCE
       SAVE A CHILD


children no more
it hurts the same today
as yesterday

not to hide the lies inside
the shame

no one told until the day
the when all our shame let
an went away

shame on you
shame on them '
for shame that you hid it all away

my light shine more today
more and more
in every way

your devil has gone away from me
can you see
how happy we can be

lost in the lies
you can not hide
but see

see me
see her
see him

we see you
we see the truth
we see the real you

now you can see
what can be
together we three can be

we can be greater than the the devil you see
we have God on our side
cant you see

He led us to the truth
to the shine that was hidden inside
He shines on me

on me
on him
on her

He shine
on
us three

OVERCOMING the pain that she caused - part 3

When the devil knocks at the door of the house that you live in, your mother's house & you answer it with HOSTILITY you show all that you ARE guilty.

You even show that you will continue to lie about the evils that you hide, until you die.

You lie and say that you admitted your knowledge of the crimes against you eldest child. That was a lie. You tried to change the subject and ask about things that had nothing to do with what you were being confronted with. As always you deflect and try to shine the light elsewhere.

Deborah you have many devils that are coming to face you, the closet doors has been opened.

Mine was the first and my brothers was the second. Sooner or later my sister will be setting her devil free to knock on the door at the place that you reside.

We talk and share the skeletons in our closets, not ashamed anymore to be the victims.

Our whole lives you told us that my aunt & uncle were bad, my brother & sister were bad and now I find out that you told them that I was bad too.

We discovered you sick plan, you never wanted us to communicate with each other. You were mad when we went to see or even talk to your sister. You were mad when we talked to your brother. You almost lost it when you found out that your three children were actually hanging out and talking to each other.

Why Deborah, why were you so mad about that?

Why did you blame me for my brother coming to confront you?

Why did you rage when he called you Deborah? Fact! You have not been a mother or (even a mom) to us for a VERY LONG TIME! Your given name is Deborah and that is what we shall call you. If you feel disrespected that is your problem. You are so mad about the wrong things.

You should be made about the negative that you attract. You should be made at yourself for the evil people you brought into our lives.

I forgave you long ago deborah, I will never forget and I will no longer turn the other cheek. I will call out all and any negativity that comes to me or my family. You will no longer pretend that you are the victim! We three are the victims, God only knows if there are others.

I thought is was normal (what did I know I was a kid) that you would talk to me about your affairs with other men (and married men), even driving to a town closer to where they lived. Who was watching your kids then? Oh yeah no one. I was married and getting beaten daily (because that was better than being with you), my sister who know (she ran away) and my brother in jail (running away from you too). We remember, we remember all that you did and did not do.

I pray that my family stays safe, I pray that those against me stay safely far away and cause me and my family no further harm. I pray that you get the day that you deserve (today and everyday).

I am proud that my siblings, we our sharing & learning. I have finally discovered and shared the truths that were hid and dared not to speak about.

Deborah, if you don't stand with us you will be against us. I expect nothing less than you to continue to lie and cower & hide.

God will take out all the devils in our lives past/present/future one by one or maybe all at once.

Our God is stronger than your devil.

Our lives were ruined, by your lack of love, your lack of simply doing your duty, your lack of being a human being and by the men you allowed in our lives. We have overcome you and will forever continue to overcome you, waiting for our justice!


The Truth You Live By

Deflect the truth,
Lie.
Deflect the truth,
And continue to die inside.

Blame others for your lies,
Blame others for the evil you see within.
Face your demons—
You cannot lie.
See the devil you hide,
Deep inside.

Giving your voice to the demons
That you keep by your side,
But righteousness will override
The devils you choose to hide.

Truth is light,
And light is truth.
God is on our side—
In truth, the devil cannot hide.

Amen, Amen, Amen.
God be with us.

I pray that you all receive the days you deserve.

a puppy I never met

Early this morning
I have already cried
all for a puppy who almost died
a puppy I never met
a puppy with hurt over a year ago
I cried

I cried for this puppy
I cried for humanities decline
we as protectors of this earth have failed
Humanity has failed
to protect what God gave us
on this earth, so

the animals
the trees
even the leaves
living beings
people and animals
we kill them
we hurt and maim
we enjoy their pain
NOT ME
We need to stop those that do

we the protectors of this earth
have failed the creatures on this planet 
as a living being  
we deserve to live well in it

I cried 
this morning for a puppy I never met
I looked at my dogs 
I think they have the right be happy and more
I close the computer 
I walked away
thinking what could have happened to my dogs 
if I never rescued them on that one special day

I cried 
I cried
for all those animals that was left behind 
how they had to suffer 
at humanities hands

I cried 
my heart broke inside 
I cried

I cried 
my heart broke inside
I cried

We need to save our planet
we need to save the earth
the trees
and everything
most of all
we need to protect

protect the creatures
that live
people and animals a like

don't be silent
don't be afraid
stand up 
say something

it could be you in need one day

make a phone call
do something
take action!
Don't let another innocent suffer
because you were afraid!

tired inside

Tired
early
try to be happy

stress
pulled in 10 directions
try to make no mistakes


long
tired
want to go home

no
more stress
more pulling
try to be happy

yawning
brain turning off
eyes want to close

try to go
no i am told
rest not coming

time to go
before I here no
time to hit the road

tired and come home
no need to try
be happy
play with the dogs

happy happy
it's the end of the rush of the day
smiling eyes see hubby arrive

fresh salad awaits
2 hotdogs just in case
so tired inside

eyes slowly fall
he yells my ears
so tired inside

a loving eye
lost its sight
no sparkle left in his angry eyes
just tired inside

A long day
a long week
a long time

no glitter left inside
only the dogs left
make me smile


I see the glitter glowing
shinning at me
There are 6 eyes

they say mommy smile
My tired spirit hears
3 dogs say mommy we love you
we love you even when your tired inside
 









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