be the voice that shakes the earth

Dear courts of public opinion,
You must understand we forgave that woman many times in many times she continue with her bad behavior. She has been forgiven but will never forget and we will never put ourselves in that kind of danger again. Even as adults I keep my distance. My heart will not be tender for her, she will be judged when it's her time. I just choose to stay away from her for my sanity. And I am really sure Andrew and Tina feel the same way, Andrew tried to make peace with her, however she decided to choose her men over her kids it's been like that since I can remember since we moved to Florida and now she has to live with her choices in life. You must understand that woman Chose her path and she must live with the consequences. We will not forget and we will not be quiet everyone must know she may not go to jail for what she let happen but in the eyes of the media and public opinion it will hurt her more than anything. I say this to you, because I am glad we voiced our opinion and give each other advice because no one in the state of Florida has stepped up to help us not once, except maybe 2 for sure 1. Now we have to help ourselves, we may be wrong God would judge 4 that. But I do not believe we are wrong, I believe God wants her to choose a side and she's choosing the wrong one. She is choosing the man that hurt us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed. Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Signed, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered.t us all she wants to protect him, that's her choice we will no longer protect her or him. We have protected her 4 far too long and when I stopped I was freed.
Once I stopped lying to myself , Lying to others about her trying to protect her, I was empowered by the truth. I was empowered by the light that came from the truth And I will continue to be strong and be empowered because I believe as do my brother and sister that Justice will be served whether it's now or in the next life. We will not be quiet to make her feel better, we will be louder. As I am loud with my voice for animals helpless people other children I will be even louder with my voice on this topic because how many of us remain silent to protect their feelings Of their abusers and we continued the cycle of violence continued to hurt others got hurt it must be stopped in must and God did not put us here to be abused he did not put us here to be assaulted I believe if these things happen to us it is a purpose for us to be Earth rattling voices and shout out to the world with our voices until the day they are judged.Either by man's court or by God. May God be with you, because I will not. Sign, the victims, the abused, the child, the voiceless, the grown up, the scarred, And now the empowered

He is the one that saved us

the day that I was awaken
         the time that passed
eyes wide open

understanding at last
               why anger and a hard heart that I had
a heart that would keep locked its titanium walls

neglected by one
             hurt by two
        betrayed by many

only few ever knew
              the truth of what happened
the truth of my hard heart

only one ever was told
   of the old scars that remained an open wound
scars that continued to bleed

a mothers love I never knew
    a mother's healing touch I never felt
she continued to open my old wounds

an old sadness remains
     keep passing on that blame
passing on your shame

three divided
     we are one in the same
no one will we blame

holding our heads up high
    together we will fly
high into God's great sky

He will
   He has
     He will always be here to

offer us his loving heart
    his healing touch
He is the one that saved us

He save us with our hidden and oldest memories
helping us to know why we did what we did
     why we do what we do

together our spirits healed
    He showed us His love
is stronger when three become one

We are God's children
we are the ones that He loved
We choose our God over all others and know His love

Blessed are the ones that can see
     Blessed are the ones that hear Him
Blessed are God's children

BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE

what is love good for
when the ones who are suppose to love you
toss you out the door

what is love good for
when the one who is supposed to love you the most
did not care the most

what is love good for
when that parent shifted the why
the blame

it is not my fault someone hurt me
no it is not
but it is your fault that you did not love me

it is you fault for not making the choice
the change
it is your fault you did not
              BREAK THE CIRCLE OF VIOLENCE

you did not
                 BREAK THE SILENCE

you chose to have children not
1, not 2
, but 3
and you forgot us and
let us see

you let us see the evil that was there
waiting
waiting
waiting

for the cycle to continue
you allowed your devil to spread its evil
spread the abuse

BREAK THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE
SAVE A CHILD

BREAK THE SILENCE
       SAVE A CHILD


children no more
it hurts the same today
as yesterday

not to hide the lies inside
the shame

no one told until the day
the when all our shame let
an went away

shame on you
shame on them '
for shame that you hid it all away

my light shine more today
more and more
in every way

your devil has gone away from me
can you see
how happy we can be

lost in the lies
you can not hide
but see

see me
see her
see him

we see you
we see the truth
we see the real you

now you can see
what can be
together we three can be

we can be greater than the the devil you see
we have God on our side
cant you see

He led us to the truth
to the shine that was hidden inside
He shines on me

on me
on him
on her

He shine
on
us three

OVERCOMING the pain that she caused - part 3

When the devil knocks at the door of the house that you live in, your mother's house & you answer it with HOSTILITY you show all that you ARE guilty.

You even show that you will continue to lie about the evils that you hide, until you die.

You lie and say that you admitted your knowledge of the crimes against you eldest child. That was a lie. You tried to change the subject and ask about things that had nothing to do with what you were being confronted with. As always you deflect and try to shine the light elsewhere.

Deborah you have many devils that are coming to face you, the closet doors has been opened.

Mine was the first and my brothers was the second. Sooner or later my sister will be setting her devil free to knock on the door at the place that you reside.

We talk and share the skeletons in our closets, not ashamed anymore to be the victims.

Our whole lives you told us that my aunt & uncle were bad, my brother & sister were bad and now I find out that you told them that I was bad too.

We discovered you sick plan, you never wanted us to communicate with each other. You were mad when we went to see or even talk to your sister. You were mad when we talked to your brother. You almost lost it when you found out that your three children were actually hanging out and talking to each other.

Why Deborah, why were you so mad about that?

Why did you blame me for my brother coming to confront you?

Why did you rage when he called you Deborah? Fact! You have not been a mother or (even a mom) to us for a VERY LONG TIME! Your given name is Deborah and that is what we shall call you. If you feel disrespected that is your problem. You are so mad about the wrong things.

You should be made about the negative that you attract. You should be made at yourself for the evil people you brought into our lives.

I forgave you long ago deborah, I will never forget and I will no longer turn the other cheek. I will call out all and any negativity that comes to me or my family. You will no longer pretend that you are the victim! We three are the victims, God only knows if there are others.

I thought is was normal (what did I know I was a kid) that you would talk to me about your affairs with other men (and married men), even driving to a town closer to where they lived. Who was watching your kids then? Oh yeah no one. I was married and getting beaten daily (because that was better than being with you), my sister who know (she ran away) and my brother in jail (running away from you too). We remember, we remember all that you did and did not do.

I pray that my family stays safe, I pray that those against me stay safely far away and cause me and my family no further harm. I pray that you get the day that you deserve (today and everyday).

I am proud that my siblings, we our sharing & learning. I have finally discovered and shared the truths that were hid and dared not to speak about.

Deborah, if you don't stand with us you will be against us. I expect nothing less than you to continue to lie and cower & hide.

God will take out all the devils in our lives past/present/future one by one or maybe all at once.

Our God is stronger than your devil.

Our lives were ruined, by your lack of love, your lack of simply doing your duty, your lack of being a human being and by the men you allowed in our lives. We have overcome you and will forever continue to overcome you, waiting for our justice!

The Truth You Live By

Deflect the truth,
Lie.
Deflect the truth,
And continue to die inside.

Blame others for your lies,
Blame others for the evil you see within.
Face your demons—
You cannot lie.
See the devil you hide,
Deep inside.

Giving your voice to the demons
That you keep by your side,
But righteousness will override
The devils you choose to hide.

Truth is light,
And light is truth.
God is on our side—
In truth, the devil cannot hide.

Amen, Amen, Amen.
God be with us.

I pray that you all receive the days you deserve.